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[20 May 2008|11:52pm] |
this is for matt and mike.
who cares (to quote directly) "which matt" or "which mike"....but you know who you are.
yep thats it.
love you guys
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[27 Mar 2008|08:03pm] |
i love my life. i hate people's drama. i love ed king for coming over and surprising me thank you baby. corey....i miss you to death and that was actually the reason i was writing this. and then i read your post and was like wow. thats fate....marry me?
also...abbie you need to come see me next time you are in town. i miss you as well my love
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[10 Mar 2008|05:16pm] |
yestereday. fuck that. this whole weekend has been fucking amazing. i haven't had a GOOD time in such a LONG time. i saw so many people from junior high and grammar school it was insane. and i loved it. i missed all my friends so much. and seeing everyone from high school at the parade yesterday just made this weekend incredible.
its been a long time since i've been happy. i won't ever let go of this feeling ever again.
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[03 Mar 2008|02:20pm] |
thank you for whoever read my last entry. i am feeling a lot better today. i went to a job interview. it didn't go great but regardless i still have a sense of accomplishment. i am going to the parade on Sunday and it will be the first time in my life i go. I'm not sure if i am going to drink or not i don't know if i should. technically i will me losing my clean time that i worked my ass off to get. i am by no means an alcohol but i don't know if i will get drunk and be like oh man i want a bag now. oh the other hand, i really would like to hang a nice time and have a drink or too.
again i ask..what do y'all think? give me some feedback. be completely honest with me. i need it and i believe you guys will have some good insight for me. thanks in advance!!
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[02 Mar 2008|10:17pm] |
march 8th will be exactly two years since i have written in this thing. i need to write though and i need someone to see it. someone to listen. just the illusion that someone is listening will suit me fine for now. i have made so many mistakes in my life. i love my daughter, but it is very difficult to watch everyone away at school and having the times of their lives. im going to do that i will but i wont be with my friends like everyone else is. i regret ever touching drugs that is what fucked my life up the most. just for a fix. for a temporary thrill. it was not worth it. not even close. i gained nothing but heartbreak and guilt. i regressed in life. i worked too fucking hard begging to go to marist and getting the grades and all the shit and i just threw it away. i didnt know that is what i was doing at first. but that is what it came to.
what is getting to me the most is that i don't have gwen tonight and i have no one to hang out with. nothing to do. no where to go. i would be content going to a movie by myself but...i have no money. i can't take a drive because we are struggling to keep gas in my car.
i miss my friends. i miss having a life. i love my daughter i do with all my heart. i hate feeling like its not enough...like im not complete.
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[08 Mar 2006|03:02pm] |
its been forever.
whats new....
-my stepdad moved out.
-angelo moved back home from cali for a little while
-i got my hair cut. 8 inches.
whats new with all you folk?
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[28 Nov 2005|02:11pm] |
ok so i've decided to sell some stuff of mine to pay some bills so anyone who is interested...
SORRY TO ANYONE WHO GAVE ME THESE THINGS PLEASE DON'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY
( stuff for sale )
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[08 Nov 2005|01:47pm] |
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this thing doesn't entertain as much as it used to.
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[28 Oct 2005|12:11pm] |
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ah fuck.
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[04 Oct 2005|04:04pm] |
i just got the new FIONA APPLE CD.
my day is looking up.
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[30 Sep 2005|11:02pm] |
everying ;here is so fuckeing fucoiked up nut it s awesome. yes i spellign aesewosome. im niot messed up at all. sara ross, sammie webb, a;bbuuie coghlan, and annie abnd aniie was in the room with us .n no she/;s watching i dont know why i said she was in here. cuz shes not.i love weveryone and rigfht now sa,m and abbie are reading tnkis thixs this;. there we go.
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"seriously i think this is the most fun and exciting time ive ever had" -annobbie coghan
":this klivejournal stuff wghen you drudnk is sop fun" lauren anaya
?"i love sara rooss. put it in yoru livejournal and say that im the first girl you ever had a cursh on" sara rooss
{"i love the sahara desert, oh y god its like im jkn teh desert": this opillow is so fucking good right now" sam webb
"what if i throw this pillow at someone? i bet they'll be fuckign thankful becauhese if feelins lke the devil" -sam web
"feel htis pillow. it feels ;like the sahara desert. you are like a watriss like laurn marcet"/laureni ay anaya is sp cooooooooooooo;lk iiwitha nds dsfjasodilfzl,lljlllllllllllllllll ues anm p;;;;ll;l;kkllllllllllllllllll -sam webb
"spitting rockzs" -sam webbn
"wow. theres a box here and i dontj know why. bhyti think i like it" -sanm webb
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[10 Sep 2005|08:47am] |
i just got back from kairos. always good stuff. its sad because its the last time i'll ever get to go, but im tight with a lot of people i would have never been friends with before.
BETH I MISSED YOU
COREY I MISSED YOU
LIZZY I MISSED YOU
MATT I MISSED YOU
****THANK YOU GUYS FOR YOUR LETTERS. THEY WERE AMAZING****
lauren phillips is my best friend and i feel shitty for not realizing it a long time ago. she's been there like unconditionally for the past four years which i can't really say for anyone else. and i'm with her all the time. i don't know...it feels nice to have her around. we're partners in crime.
haha. Lauren and Lauren. that's freakin ridiculous.
Last weekend was fucking nuts. i;ve already said that. but yea britt, how was the ompa lumpa ship? yea...
dillion, you wish you had a sweet california picture like me. my feet were in the fucking ocean bitch. ;)
i wanna see everyone tonight. who wants to find a sweet party? i wanna be the normal one tonight. so...if anyone wants to get fucked up, i'll babysit this time! (lol, im talking to you kris and kat)
welllllll, its 8:30 and im friggin awake so if anyones out there....callllllll me.
<3
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[12 Aug 2005|12:30am] |
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fuck it.
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[26 Jun 2005|12:59pm] |
A-(S1)Photography-Hoffman
(S2)Foresic Science-Tromski
B-Anatomy-Kreten
C-(S1)Women in Lit-Michicich
(S2)Lit& Film-Cummings
D-Psychology-Quinn
E-LUNCH
F-Alg 3-Emmrich
G-Religion-Bello
H-STUDY aka early dismissal
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[24 May 2005|11:05pm] |
about a month ago i had a dream that my brother was away at war and got shot and killed. i woke up crying and ran down to his room and layed in his bed with him...he didn't even ask me what was wrong, he just layed there and hugged me.
i just found out that about a month ago, my brother was told that he's getting deployed.
my brother's going to bagdad and i'm not going to see him for over a year.
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[17 Dec 2003|03:29pm] |
journal.
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